LOST AND FOUND i lost myself in our love
i wonder if you did too
and you’re left
finding pieces of yourself
you forgot you once had
it feels good to be found again

GRIEVING GHOSTS one must live with one’s mistakes
echos of lapses of judgment and reason

it brings me comfort to know
that we will always be connected
through this

this solidarity of ghosts.

theses memories
and feelings
and thoughts
of what once was

an opaque figure walking beside us
with time, fading and trailing behind
we can always look back
and recall the frozen reflection
of who was once ours
who no longer exists

i grieve the person you were with me.

you are changing
and i thought i would be there
through it

it is simple
and inevitable
and painful.

ANXIOUS ATTACHMENT we put chains on each other
trying to keep us together forever
we had good intentions,i promise
loving and innocent

dependent and insecure
terrified of losing each other
so we held on for
too long
too hard

AMBIGUOUS i am glad that it’s over
and
i wish we were meant to be

i don't know how to coexist with these feelings
but oh the human nature is ambiguous
and here i, i, I am living with them

TANGIBLE SENSATION love eclipsed the reality
of our dissonance

it will take time to fully wake up
from this daze
this illusion of hope
brought on by love

i am not left wanting more
of what we did have